Awesome !

Well this month has been AWESOME....

HAPPY ALL THE TIME. MID TERM. GOING OUT. EAT. MOVIES .

the awesomeness have to stop due to lack of money resources.

IT'S ONLY THE 19TH I HAVE USE ALL MY POCKET MONEY ! help me .

Need to get a part time job soon. GET RID OF MY SIKAP BOROS ! :P

stop going to forever 21, stop watching trailers, stop everything just focus on study ! NO WAY! xp

GONNA CONTROL MY USAGE FOR NEXT MONTH. plus is the final exam for term 5.

and yeah after that is my FINAL YEARRRRR.. SENIORR YEEAARR. woah! feels like I just finish term 1 or ORIENTATION.

IVY ONG IS ENJOYING LIFE WHILE STILL CAN.

p/s : C'est la vie means THIS IS LIFE. smth like that learn it from my french class.

BON NUIT ! :)

Fake or Real?

It's 12.11.2011

Don't know why I decide to blog SUDDENLY!

Everytime I feel emo I blog. WHATEVER. is time to express whateva that stuck in my head and heart.

WHY DOES MOVIN ON IS SO HARD. WHY DOES ACCEPTING PEOPLE TO LET THEM IN OUR LIFE GET'S SO HARD TO DO. It's true that what people say one door closed another door open. I fail to open both. SHUT IT DOWN. i really can't feel anything at all. JUST LIKE ALL BLUR. totally shut down. THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!

COLLEGE. yeah COLLEGE.

i hate studying,i hate reading, i hate doing homework, i hate exam, I hate everything.

I have become another person. NOWADAYS I JUST LIKE TO SLEEP EAT WATCH TV CRY AND DO NOTHING. like a hopeless,useless person . Where is all the PASSION gone. I always want to get good grades and be the best try to learn more from everything that i get. I want to be a good chef. NOW ALL I WANT IS just 'YEAH I PAST THE EXAM. OH yeah as long as the food has enough taste' .... why did I let myself DO THIS to myself. LOSER !

As for friends. YEAH THE ADULTS WIN AGAIN. what they say is true.

You and your friends will separate and all of you will HEAD INTO DIFFERENT DIRECTION. but some will stay ! <3 but i couldn't care less. all i want to do is finish this course and get out from thr. WHY ?! yeah why. DUNNO LA....

Confession : I GROW UP TO ANOTHER PHASE OF LIFE. getting nearer to DEATH.

It would be nice to feel wanted again. it's been a long long time!

CAN'T STOP RAMBLING AND BEING EMO . SIGNING OFF!!!!

Friends are fake!

I shall say this because I'VE WITNESS IT WITH MY OWN EYES

with 2 faces. Sometimes I myself confused !

AND 1 MORE FRIENDS THAT ONLY NEED YOU WHEN THEY NEED HELP OR JUST FOR FUN!

SO FUCK OFF ALL OF U GUYS. when u r happy u leave ur friend behind when u r sad come n complaint !

but thank's god I got my true friend ! <3

When you're young, everthing feels like it's the end of the world. But it's not. It's just the beginnin

I'll be happy everyday !

Call out all my friends that I may have been NEGLECTED them .

Friends are what makes me happy through tough time. :)

well the first one of my list is one of my top friend HE IS COOL !

Because I've learned the lesson of my life :

Forgiveness is the key to happiness. Life is too short to hold grudges against others. So, forgive and forget and move forward in life.

For future. all I can think of is STUDIES ! I may not be the best but that doesn't stop me from trying to BE or BEAT the best ! :p

To all the people saying I won't make it, don't even waste your breath with a response. Just give them a nod and walk away. They'll see later.

Although I didn't get to go to FRANCE. I fail on the 1st interview but I believe THE WAY TO SUCCESS Is by FAILING YOUR WAY TO SUCCESS. :D

Just to make my family proud and achieve my goal.

In love,

I am just a kid. WHAT DO I KNOW BOUT THIS ? I guess nothing much.

They say that love hurts. Well that's bulls**t. It's not love that hurts, it's not being loved in return. except for this !

P/S :

Its better with open hatred than false friendship

You guys can figure it out one day. Just don't blame each other. :((

I hate when I see all of you sad, It's makes me feel like USELESS FRIEND. couldn't help but just watch. YOU CAN HATE ME FOR WHAT I SAY BUT WHAT I SAY IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD.